Ok, so day one wasn't so bad. I had the day off and didn't go to class. Pretty much stayed in bed most of the day watching My Name is Earl with JR, who is nursing a bum arm. I pretty much just felt like I was PMSing all day, really irritable and cranky. I was hungry, but didn't know what for. I finally decided that a whopper with cheese was what I needed to finally make myself get out of bed. It was so worth it! It lifted my spirits enough to get some studying done!
Day two:
The morning cravings weren't so bad cause I slept with my patch on. It gives you some pretty crazy dreams lol. Getting in the car is kinda sad now. I keep thinking I have something to look forward to, and then I remember and my heart just drops. I was dreading going back to work today, cause that's where I experience the most stress. It was super boring!!! Especially now that I don't have smoke breaks to look forward to!
The best part of my day was the green bean fries Damien (soux chef) made me!!! We only do them at lunch, but I went up to him and said, "I know you don't make them at night, but I just quit smoking and I am actually craving green bean fries more than a cigarette right now! Please please please!!" And he made them for me! Damien rocks!!! I don't know if you guys have ever had tempura fried green beans, but OMG so damn good!
So I guess today I have learned that I just need to think of something I want more than a cigarette and then go get it. God, I hope I don't get fat!!! I hope I crave carrot sticks tomorrow, but that probably won't happen. . .
Peace out
KJ
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